today is rainy and very spring-like, although when i woke up it was 56, now it’s 44, and it should be butt-ass cold by the time i’m in bed. boo. still pms-y today. filled with moments of intense sadness. then anger. on my lunch break, i knew i just had to get out of there for a minute, so i drove around the neighborhoods around where i work. it can be magical, that 1/2 hour of driving space-out time. driving, as early as i could do it, has always made me feel better. control of music, scenery, destination, and timing- all worth the gas money. magic, how that drive can erase the morning stress.
me before lunch: oh god, i cannot make it through the rest of the day!!! me after lunch: sweet, only 2 hours left! (i take very late lunches for this reason, exactly.) <note: there is not always lunch at lunch.>
today, i saw two things of interest. the first is this church they’re building north of my work. it’s totally unfinished, doesn’t have walls or anything yet. but, by golly they have a huge golden roof! it just strikes me as odd.
the second thing i saw that made me really happy in a strange way was this huge (totally full) jar of pickles by the side of the road. it’s as if someone drove by, said “fuck these pickles!” and tossed them out the window. i like seeing little strange things that most people probably don’t see. they’re not looking for little oddities in the world, and i totally am. always.
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